
this here poetical verse, and the accompanying audio recording give voice to what the nyc is. hear now allen ginsberg:
My Sad SelfTo Frank O'HaraSometimes when my eyes are red
I go up on top of the RCA Building
        and gaze at my world, Manhattan--
               my buildings, streets I've done feats in,
                    lofts, beds, coldwater flats
--on Fifth Ave below which I also bear in mind,
       its ant cars, little yellow taxis, men
           walking the size of specks of wool--
Panorama of the bridges, sunrise over Brooklyn machine,
      sun go down over New Jersey where I was born
        & Paterson where I played with ants--
my later loves on 15th Street,
         my greater loves of Lower East Side,
          my once fabulous amours in the Bronx
                            faraway--
paths crossing in these hidden streets,
   my history summed up, my absences
        and ecstasies in Harlem--
   --sun shining down on all I own
     in one eyeblink to the horizon
         in my last eternity---
                        matter is water.
Sad,
     I take the elevator and go
          down, pondering,
and walk on the pavements staring into all man's
                              plateglass, faces,
          questioning after who loves,
      and stop, bemused
             in front of an automobile shopwindow
      standing lost in calm thought,
          traffic moving up & down 5th Avenue blocks
          behind me
                  waiting for a moment when...
Time to go home & cook supper & listen to
              the romantic war news on the radio
                     ...all movement stops
& I walk in the timeless sadness of existence,
  tenderness flowing thru the buildings,
      my fingertips touching reality's face,
  my own face streaked with tears in the mirror
      of some window--at dusk--
                    where I have no desire--
      for bonbons--or to own the dresses or Japanese 
                lampshades of intellection--
Confused by the spectacle around me,
     Man struggling up the street
            with packages, newspapers,
                             ties, beautiful sits
            toward his desire
     Man, woman, streaming over the pavements
           red lights clocking hurried watches &
               movements at the curb--
And all these streets leading
        so crosswise, honking, lengthily,
                    by avenues
        stalked by high buildings or crusted into slums
                    thru such halting traffic
                                 screaming cars and engines
so painfully to this
       countryside, this graveyard
              this stillness
                              on deathbed or mountain
       once seen
                  never regained or desired
                              in the mind to come
where all Manhattan that I've seen must disappear.                                   
                                     New York, October 1958